♥ Sweet Geisha ♥

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Thursday, October 23, 2008

Much better to be fit...

Dang look at that!  I'm really getting thin.  I swear I'm going back to the gym.  See this picture, this will be the last you gonna see me on that body.  No more stress, no more depression.  Focus with the future, face all the challenges I'm experiencing right now.  It really shows how hard it is for me, but seeing this body made me sick. Hahaha!  DrAg, don't be fool and get back to work!!  "Ay ay, sir!"  I'm giving myself 3 months to work on this body out.  You'll see the changes then (hope so).  I really swear!  You know, 180 lbs. bench press, 40 lbs chest concentration; 80 lbs. work with biceps and triceps;  back, legs, and most important, my tummie aiming for 6 or even 8 packs (for the abs). lol!  All 12 counts for 3 sets.  Somewhat painful isn't it? That's how it usually works though. Goodbye my ciggies, no more food trips; Discipline will be my greatest challenge here.  I bet this will be full of protein meal and extreme less carbo.  Wait for my come back.  I hope you'll see the changes.  Come over!!! =)

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

For every stick, 1 minute life's taken from you.

Here we go again hoping that I will totally remove this from my habit. I was able to quit for almost 11 months since the day she left as a sign of my promise. As time goes by, seeing some changes realizing that it was really worthless. Like I'm just stupid pretending that I can quit. Knowing that the person who asked me to will be the same person that will gonna slap me twice so hard. But that was just fine. In fact, we're getting stronger. Accepted things that I never knew over the past three years. I know God has a purpose of doing this. I'm about to quit (for the second time) and hope will not be tempt to have a butt again. Going back to the gym will absolutely make me forget this. I wanna have myself back like it used to. A happy, healthy, same person that you had. This restart is for only you. Have the time to read this one and soon you'll realize what's the point behind posting this blog. Hahaha! I will "QUIT"! Are you guys gonna do the same? Com'on! I know you can. God bless you all. I did it once, I can do it again this time let's make it permanent.